In nirvana I felt a presence of a devil. he was non other than i.
In nirvana i met a devil
And he said to me I am alone
Yet he looked at me and through me
It pains like a broken bone
eyes closed and I continued
My search from within my soul
With an empty stare he gazed upon me
With time I felt a burning hole
I came from this place
The hole so dark and tar
Like a black hole gone bad
There once dwelled a star.
I don’t understand
The places I have never seen
How can a devil be my companion
In a journey so pure and clean
I will kill you o devil
But you cant with a cold reply
For I am you and you are me
And my existence you cant defy
I will not accept you or your existence
I have every right to deny
Hush o mortal being
For you are so meek and weak at heart
I can crush you with my plans
I hushed and listen to him say
For he had strength and might
But I will not die without a fight
He told me his secret
And I couldn’t meet his eye
For he was indeed i
And I was his strength and might
And so I had to fight
With me myself and i
I wasn’t in nirvana nor I met a devil
I was staring at myself
Stripped off of disguise
Am a devil in camouflage?
Or a misguided collage
A diabolical situation
I cant handle anymore
I want to die but not go to hell
For I have created one on earth
And I will not give birth
To the endless series of deaths
I will fight and I will be killed
In honor of no one but my self
i am selfish and surreal of what level
I am indeed in nirvana and I did meet a devil